Tuesday, January 24, 2011
Sitting at the computer in Algebra class… Waiting for my students to finish their review questions… I’m deep in thought:
It’s been two weeks since I posted anything. Been in a funk of sorts. I have great days then there are days when I just cry. A lot.
My filter is really thin right now, but at least I’m sharing. I’m slowly reaching for some of my 2011 goals. Today I found a free online writing course. I’m starting today.
I’m so thankful for another chance to get it right.
My posts may be shorter but more frequent. As soon as I get through this “rough patch”, I promise to be less melancholy. Just feeling a little cloudy.
I often post and wonder what people might think of the person behind the clicks of this keyboard… Today, I don’t care.
It’s not so much that I don’t care, but I can’t worry myself with your thoughts while I write. This is a catharsis of sorts. As I type, I release. Feel better…
A friend of mine sent me a poem/thought blurb I wrote five years ago. It was amazing! Like, really amazing. So amazing I didn’t know I could produce something like that. It blew me away and I’ve been trying to get back there ever since…
To be less cloudy and more sunny. I have the solution, just haven’t opened the bottle yet. I’m getting there. On my way to happy….
I have joy. I just haven’t tapped into it today.
Sepia N. Brown